Guess no matter what happens in life , it still moves on . The Earth still spins , and nothing stops changing . People can't stay the same way forever because the less one tries to adapt to the morphing environment , the less he or she will be able to fit into .
Well , that applies to me too . The habit of last minute rushing is a bane and has always gotten me into nothing but trouble . Perhaps I should manage my time better . Hmm yes I think that will work .
Too much of something isn't good , yet too little of something isn't good either . And so you attempt to strike a balance between dominance and submissiveness , giving and taking , love and disdain , happiness and dejection . Am I wrong ? And in that process , you sometimes feel happy at certain points , and right after that , you feel strange about your happiness , and you doubt your sure self , and that happiness suddenly warps into sadness . Yet you are usually certain of what you are doing , how very , very unique you are .
Going back to Catholic High tomorrow to see how the assembly system has changed , and hopefully greet the teachers like old friends again . Can't wait :) Because it is only there , can I truly settle down , do work with pride , and feel the sense of belonging .
