-How many times have I told you , when sleeping in the mrt , always keep your phone in your bag ! But did you listen ? No ! You never listen !-
-I don't want to know anything about you and your phone already-
-Do what you want ok-
-You're a burden-
I lied . I never lost my phone on the mrt . I never slept on the mrt today . I never wanted to be a burden .
It was stolen from me .
Not only was the phone stolen . The trust , happiness , belief that I was a responsible person were all taken away from me .
I can't bring myself to say the phone was stolen , because a stolen phone , a lost phone , is still a phone gone .
The words hurt . They hurt so badly . You have no idea how much I cried on the inside . You have no idea how much I died on the inside .
To the person who took so much away from me . Thank you . Because of you , I can emerge as a stronger person . Thank you for that emotional hurt . Thank you for the inconvenience . Thank you for messing up my life .
Yet amidst these terrible events , I thank my friends who were there for me . Because of them , I needn't cry in public . I needn't bear the burden by myself .
The hug from E really took the huge load of my shoulders today . It made me realize how important friends really are . Because the friends I made were the ones who shaped me for who I am today .
And so , with such great people around me to push me forward , I cannot remain down forever . Just hope that everything will be resolved soon .
