I'll probably never understand .

Because words hold too many different meanings . And maybe I misunderstood . Ah yes , that must be it .

I dont know .

Now I wish everything would return to normal . What an idiot I am .

Thinking less these days does help . And I guess stoning works too . Keep my troubles on hold while I fret over more trivial matters .

Incoherence again . I wonder why I tend to merely type clauses instead of proper sentences .

Organic chem test was a horror . Went in with a head full of information and lost everything halfway and came out with a head full of worries . There was a bit of drama after the test but I think its best to leave that aside for now to respect others' privacy .

A levels results and im heartened to see most of my seniors getting what they wanted , others having a few minor slips but happy nonetheless . But just sitting in the canteen and watching the little groups of cheery graduates made me feel bad for the isolated few who were shedding tears in the corners .

I hope the graduates will be able to pick themselves up and find a way to carry on running the rat race .

'Cause we're going down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

Of course it was a coincidence . Precisely why I called myself an idiot .