Finally back to posting something, even if it's just once.
Yup the hectic days are more or less over, and as the year progresses to an end, the holidays are just beginning (okay well for me at least at long last). It'll be a short 2 weeks but I'll try to make the most out of it :)
Endless trainings and countless outfields have made me disliked (fine its stronger) life as one who can only look forward to precious weekends (even so it's never confirmed). In doing so, I've realised and discovered myself even more.
Time is precious (duh). I knew that, yes but it never occurred to me until the previous week, when the weekend was suddenly called off and being forced to stay in. That moment of losing something dear was too sudden and it really messed up plans. And right now, stuck in the middle of nowhere, I'm still in a situation whereby I don't have another weekend.
It sucks but there isn't really a choice.
And I really need to improve myself.
As an individual who can take care of myself, as one who can avoid conflict, as one who can understand more. Lately there have been articles that mentioned how little habits could ruin a relationship and I'm guilty of several of them.
Too naggy.
I tease too much.
There are others listed such as taking him or her for granted as well, or being unable to balance between family time and friend time, as well as seeking happiness for oneself, and avoiding difficult topics. Hopefully whoever reads this will change those little habits too, because it does to a large extent affect how the mood is like. As for myself, time to change those habits and become a better person.
For now, it's a losing battle between the mosquitoes and I :(
